Every year,since I was a little girl,these last days of August,had me feeling complicated inside.Ever since I can remember,I was always a little melancholic.But this specific time of the year made me feel more this way.
I was always looking to find the one that could make me feel special.I had some experiences that made me realize that,the one I've been looking for is still on the same way like me,still searching for me.You can understand whether it's true love or just love.You can feel it.Until, one day when you say "I'll never make a relationship again!",there he comes.Just in that specific time,when you've made this decision.He comes into your life like a prince on a horse to save you from your misery.And then you stop feeling this stupid and unsavory way but...
I feel so complete and unconditionally in real love with him but I have something else that make me feel this melancholy.I think some of you will understand that,we feel this way because that's the end of an era.Summer rain and change of the weather, brings us back all the closures of all our summer memories.All our childhood memories.These pure innocence and childish carelessness.We are never coming back time.We will never had the chance to live again all the memories in the world...
This makes us clear that,we should NOT be sad or feel melancholic about the past.Because this is over.It happened and now you must go on!You must feel happy that you are alive and had made so many experiences that you remember,even if they're bad or good.You must remember both and be grateful because these made you the person you are now.Without the bad ones you will not be able to make the right choices in the future.Bad memories makes us stronger and make us decide what is good for us now.
I'm glad that another summer is over.Because this summer,I've had the greatest time of my life.If you are with people you love and love you back then you have everything.It doesn't matter what you are searching for.This will come.I'm sure it will.The point is to feel happy with the little things and most of all to feel happy being alive.Remember.. you only live once! Live your life to the fullest and don't let anything bring you down!
Thank you for reading.