Thousands of people are surrounding me in a big city like this;
how stupid am I to think that I could handle it?

Far away from home, where the nightmare began,
but where memories were made

My mind is in denial; A fool to admit that I have
never been so scared

Frightened because I have to live my life;
frightened because I do not have to hide behind
my fears anymore

Never have I ever felt this relieved;
years I have lived in delusional mischief

Would I find my place in a big city like this?
Am I prepared to convince myself I can handle it?