Okay well I really like you and I don't think the relationship is gonna go anywhere because who would want to be seen dating me like seriously. Ugh I wish things were easier, like school, relationships, liking you and my life ahead. Everything just takes so much time, time that I don't have and I didn't sleep at all last night, no sleep, 0%. I was thinking about you and the way you say things that make me smile from ear to ear and i just forget about all the bad times, but in ways I feel so insecure around you, as your so amazing and i'm not. In the end I just dont want to be your "you can do better" conversation with friends.