Don't tell me that you like me because I would not believe that. All of the people that I thought they liked me, they lied. And if you say, "I wasn't like other guys they used to like you", I won't believe either. You are just the same shit people that I will be handle. I will feel the heartbroken, sadness and depression. Hence, what for? At the end, you will still leave me and left me to be heartless and colder than before.

I am not the girl that you want to be with. I hurt myself, I have many scars, I have suicide thought and depression. That's just half of it. I will just be a burden to you and eventually leave you because I feel insecure about myself. I have fucked up feelings. Behind this smile hidden many tears that you'll never know.

x.