You know that feeling you get when you see someone you truly care about. You feel like your heart skips a beat and you feel a loss of breath but in a good way. I fell in love with my best friend. I didn't plan it. You can't plan to fall in love, it just happens. I fell in love with his weird out of the box thinking, the way he walks like he owns the place, his curly blonde hair, and his blue eyes. The thing is it's one sided. I have every feeling possible for him but he doesn't feel the same. It's one of the worst feelings in the world to love someone and for them not to love you back. He's still my best friend but my feelings are still there. I want to move on but I can't. I've tried but you can't just stop loving someone. If anyone else has ever experienced this I understand your pain. I've just been putting in all my energy in to focusing on myself and bettering myself. I think that's the best thing to do. I think you should work on yourself instead of trying some new guy. That's the best advice I can give. I'm still working on it. If I come up with any more tips I'll update you guys.

-Anna